When Asked Where I’m (Really) From
— Leah Silvieus
“To be Asian in America is to be quizzed, constantly, about your ethnicity. What are you? Where are you from? No, but where are your parents from?”
— Jeff Guo, The Washington Post
Between two halves
of a canyon’s split lip,
whose namesake the streets sing—
all that is holy
after opening day
of hunting season: Remington,
Winchester, Pistol
Drive. Full of sandstone
’n gunpowder.
No-stoplight town
always taking,
two kids, at least, each year:
pulled under by river snag,
by huffing Krylon Gold,
accident of gorge’s curve
or gunshot. If asked,
I’ll tell you:
not where I’m from
but where I was made: wanting
nothing but escape,
the only girl who knew
how to play—called to accompany
wherever there was need.
Bye, Bye
Birdie auditions, weddings
& Lutheran ladies’ Christmas teas,
I was the girl who could
sight-read a melody
but always had trouble
keeping time, whose door
a mother’d come knocking on
in the middle of the night,
asking for a song.
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