Lullaby
— Gavin Yuan Gao
of gloaming, of spring dirt, of rain
that we don’t deserve
but comes down anyway,
sing one for me though it’s late
& the gods sleep in trees
with one eye open.
Sing one for me so I can climb
down into its sonic garden
like a sprawling taproot
—gravity’s favorite green baby
pulled back & slingshot
into pearlescent being.
My luck, big as a forest fire, rises
in woodsmoke from the altar
of my oil-slick throat
& thrusts into the star-stitched sky
like a soaring church steeple,
my breath an unspooling
filigree of blue steam. Somewhere
a train wails. The whistle
burrows through the night
like a cold bullet, bearing the news
of a death. Hold me, I say,
the way grief possesses a heart.
The way the dark cradles
the possum in its lulling arms.
Sing of a feathered love
so impossible to hurt
I’ll want to stay
close & clear as a thirst.
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