The Work of Art
— Elaine Sexton
And here I am—an oil on the edge of
no place—night, or the edge of it,
a green that is always about to be
black—more trees, less light. And
the light of what sky there is—
glooms—and is almost always about
to go out. Here, a red horse marries
petrol in a sign where mythology
meets commerce. All this attention
to the sign lets the singleton by
the pumps and the road disappear.
Disappearance is both carriage and
parcel. Here is the feel, how wordlessness
finds its way—where my ear is pressed
to the present, my actual ear on
the literal pavement, on a country road,
here is where my seven-year-old face
prints experience on her skin, not
entirely smooth, but not rutted either.
Experience, so far and so deep, the past
is the dirt that isn’t really dirt, and
gravel that isn’t really rubberized
asphalt, but all that remains, pulverized,
a substance, a lesson in how roads
get made. Even in high season
some travelers will never find
this route, this short cut to the sea
(or me), or feel traffic
before seeing it, lying, flat, in a road,
the small in a small town, the edge
of this curious half-dream, half-
nightmare of somewhere to be
and nowhere to go.
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